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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    11:15 am
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    "Hey, let's see it," Polack demanded
    "Leave it alone, it's frightened," Roth whinedHe turned away to hide it from the others, holding it a few inches from his faceHe made little kissing sounds"What's the matter, baby?"
    "Aaah, for Christ's sake," Minetta muttered"Come on, let's go back They had finished trimming the poles, and he and Polack each picked up one of them, while Wyman gathered the two gucci backpack crosspieces and the machetesThey strolled back toward the hollow, Roth following with the bird
    "What the hell took you men so long?" Croft snapped
    "We did it fast as we could, Sergeant," Wyman said meekly"All right, come on, let's make the stretcher He took Wilson's blanket, spread it out smoothly on top of his poncho, and then laid the poles along each side, parallel and about four feet apartHe flipped the tank louis blanket and poncho over each pole, and then they began rolling it up like a scroll, tightening it as much as possibleThe struts were notched at each end, and when the poles were about twenty inches apart, he slipped the struts in place, one at each end, about six inches from the tipsThen he took his belt and Wilson's and lashed them in a loop about each strut to make it secureWhen he had done he picked up chloe bag the stretcher and dropped it againIt held together, but he was not satisfied"Give me the belt to your pants," he told themHe worked busily for a few minutes and when he had done, the stretcher was a rectangle formed by the two poles and the two struts, with the blanket and poncho substituting for a canvasUnderneath them, the belts were fastened diagonally like stays to keep the stretcher poles from rolex watch prices shearin
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    11:15 am
    @@@@@His birthday dinner, tooWhat a difference
    @@@@@His birthday dinner, tooWhat a
    difference between this birthday feast and the one for her cousin
    Patricia! Scarlett looked at her grandfather's skeletal ramrod body
    and his self-satisfied impassive face, and she despised him for the way
    he was tormenting her auntsBut even more she despised them for
    tolerating historturesThey don't have a shred of gumption
    How can they just sit there like that and take it? Sitting silently at
    her grandfather's table, in the gracious pink room in the handsome
    pink
    house, she seethed with loathing for everything and everyoneI'm as bad as they areWhy on earth can't I just speak up
    and tell him how nasty he's acting? I don't have to talk French to do
    it, he understands English as well as I doI'm a grown woman, not a
    child who mustn't speak until spoken to
    What's wrong with me? This is downright sillyBut she continued to
    sit quietly, her back not touching the chair, her left hand in her lap
    at all timesJust as if she were a child on her best company
    behaviorHer mother's presence was unseen, not even imagined, but
    Ellen Robillard O 'Hara was there, in the house where she'd grown up,
    at the table where she had so often sat as Scarlett was sitting, with
    her left hand resting on the starched linen napkin across her lap
    And, for love of her, for need of her approval, Scarlett was incapable
    of defying the tyranny of Pierre Robillard
    3 She sat for what seemed an eternity, watching Jerome's stately slow
    servicePlates were replaced again and again by new plates, knives
    and forks by fresh knives and forks; it seemed to Scarlett that the
    feast would never endPierre Robillard consistently tasted and
    rejected each carefully selected and prepared dish that was offered
    himBy the time Jerome brought in the birthday cake, the tension
    and
    misery of Scarlett's aunts was palpable, and Scarlett herself was
    barely able to sit still in her chair, so urgent was her longing to
    escapeThe cake was coated in glossy swirled meringue that had
    been
    sprinkled liberally with silver drageesA silver filigreed bud vase
    on top held curling fronds of Angel Hair ferns and miniature silk flags
    of France, the Emperor Napoleon's army, and the regiment in which
    Pierre Robillard had servedThe old man grunted, perhaps with
    pleasure, when it was placed before himHe turned his hooded eyes
    on
    Scarlett"Cut it," he said in EnglishHe hopes I'll knock over the
    flags, she thought, but I'm not going to give him that pleasureAs
    she accepted the cake knife from Jerome with her right hand, with her
    left she quickly lifted the shining bud vase from the cake and put it
    on the tableShe looked directly into her grandfather's eyes and
    smiled her sweetest s
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    11:23 am
    @@@@@ “Don’t ask me to speak the stupid language
    @@@@@
    “Don’t ask me to speak the stupid language you talk hereI deliver petrol, I don’t spend time in
    classrooms! Here’s my key
    “I barely speak it myself, comrade,” said the guard, laughing as he accepted the small, flat, cardlike
    object and inserted it into the computerized machineThe heavy iron barrier arced up into the
    vertical position; the guard returned the key and the Jackal sped through into a miniaturized “West
    Berlin
    He raced through the narrow replica of the Kurfürstendamm to the Budapesterstrasse, where he
    slowed down and pulled out the petcock releaseThe fuel flowed into the streetHe then reached
    into the open duffel bag on the seat beside him, ripped out the small pretimed plastique explosives
    and, as he had done throughout the southern compounds to the border of “France,” hurled them
    through the lowered windows on both sides of the truck into the foundations of the wooden
    buildings he thought most flammableHe sped into the “Munich” sector, then to the port of
    “Bremerhaven” on the river, and finally into “Bonn” and the scaled-down versions of the embassies
    in “Bad Godesberg,” flooding the streets, distributing the explosivesHe looked at his watch; it was
    time to head backHe had barely fifteen minutes before the first detonations took place in all of
    “West Germany,” followed by the explosions in the combined compounds of “Italy-Greece,”
    “Israel-Egypt” and “Spain-Portugal,” each spaced eight minutes apart, timed to create maximum
    chaos
    There was no way the individual fire brigades could contain the flaming streets and buildings in
    the disparate sectors of their compounds north of “France Others would be ordered in from
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    425
    adjacent compounds only to be recalled when the fires erupted on their own groundsIt was a
    simple formula for cosmic confusion, the cosmos being the false universe of NovgorodThe border
    gates, would be flagged open, frantic traffic unimpeded, and to complete the devastation, the genius
    that was Ilich Ramirez Sanchez—brought into the world of terror as Carlos the Jackal by the errors
    of that same Novgorod—had to be in “Paris Not his Paris, but the hated Novgorod’s “Paris,” and
    he would burn it to the ground in ways the maniacs of the Third Reich never dreamed ofThen
    would come “England,” and finally, ultimately, the largest compound in the despised, isolated,
    illusionist Novgorod, where he would leave his triumphant message—the “United States of
    America,” breeder of the apostate assassin Jason BourneThe statement would be as pure and as
    clear as Alpine water washing over the blood of a destroyed false universe
    I alone have done thisMy enemies are dead and I live
    Carlos checked his duffel bag; what remained were the most lethal instruments of death found in
    the arsenal of KubinkaFour layered rows of short-packaged, heat-seeking missiles, twenty in all,
    each capable of blowing up the entire base of the Washington Monument; and once fused and
    unshielded, each would seek the sources of fire and do its workSatisfied, the Jackal shut off the
    fuel release, turned around and sped back to the border gate
    The sleepy technician at Capital Headquarters blinked his eyes and stared at the green letters on
    the screen in front of himWhat he read did not really make sense, but the clearances went
    unchallengedFor the fifth time the “commandant” of the “Spanish” compound had crossed and
    recrossed the north borders up into “Germany” and was now heading back into “Fran
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    11:23 am
    @@@@@ "Fucking short-ass message tape! Chinche
    @@@@@
    "Fucking short-ass message tape! Chinche pedorra!
    Ay! Edgar, Jack and I are going over to Abbot-
    Wexler A brief pause as he worked to
    keep it togetherthe funeral home she wanted
    I'll be back by oneYou really ought to wait for
    us before you go in your houseIt isn't trashed
    or anything, but I want to be with you when you
    look in that basket and when you see what got left
    in your studio upstairsI don't like to be
    mysterious, but Wireman ain't putting this shit on
    a message-tape anybody might listen toAnd
    there's one more thingOne of her lawyers called
    Left a message on the machine - Jack and I were
    still up in the fucking atticHe says I'm her
    sole beneficiary
    iii
    I punched 0 for the hotel operatorAfter a short
    wait, she gave me the number of the Abbot-Wexler
    Funeral ParlorA robot answered,
    offering me a truly amazing array of deathoriented
    services ("For Casket Showroom, push 5")
    I waited it out - the offer for an actual human
    being always comes last these days, a booby-prize
    for boobs who can't cope with the twenty-first
    century - and while I waited I thought about
    Wireman's messageThe house unlocked? Really? My
    post-accident memory was unreliable, of course,
    but habit wasn'tBig Pink did not belong to me,
    and I had been taught since earliest childhood to
    take especial care of what belonged to othersI
    was pretty sure I had locked the houseSo if
    someone had been inside, why hadn't the door been
    forced?
    I thought for just a moment of two little girls in
    wet dresses - little girls with decayed faces who
    spoke in the grating voice of the shells under the
    776
    house - and then pushed the image away with a
    shudderThey had been only imagination, surely,
    the vision of an overstrained mindAnd even if
    they had been something moreghosts didn't have
    to unlock doors, did they? They simply passed
    right through, or drifted up through the
    floorboards
    By God, I had almost missed my cueI pushed 0,
    and after a few bars of something that sounded
    vaguely like "Abide with Me," a professionally
    soothing voice asked if it could help meI
    suppressed an irrational and very strong urge to
    say: It's my arm! It's never had a decent burial!
    and hang
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    11:15 am
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    My educated dad, after falling from grace with the governor, became the head of the teachers union in HawaiiHe told me that it was the hardest job he ever heldMy rich dad, on the other hand, spent his life doing chanel white j12 watch his best to keep his companies from becoming unionizedAlthough the unions came close, rich dad was always able to fight them off
    Personally, I take no sides because I can see the need for and the benefits of both sidesIf you do as school recommends, become highly specialized, then seek union protectionFor example, had I continued on with my flying career, I would have sought a company that had a strong pilots unionWhy? Because my life would be dedicated to learn a skill that was valuable in only black quilted bag one industryIf I were pushed out of that industry, my life's skills would not be as valuable to another industryA displaced senior pilot-with 100,000 hours of heavy airline transport time, earning $150,000 a year-would have a hard time finding an equivalent high-paying job in school teachingThe skills do not necessarily transfer from industry to industry, because the skills the pilots are paid for in the airline industry are not as important in, say, the school system
    The same is true even for deville watch doctors todayWith all the changes in medicine, many medical specialists are needing to conform to medical organizations such as HMO'sSchoolteachers definitely need to be union membersToday in America, the teachers union is the largest and the richest labor union of allThe NEA, National Education Association, has tremendous political cloutTeachers need the protection of their union because their skills are also of limited value to an industry outside of educationSo the rule of thumb is, "Highly chanel white bag specialized, then unionize It's the smart thing to do
    When I ask the classes I teach, "How many of you can cook a better hamburger than McDonald's?" almost all the students raise their handsI then ask, "So if most of you can cook a better hamburger, how come McDonald's makes more money than you?"
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
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    It had been there all the time, partially realized, always submergedIt had a jingle to it
    Not a phony but a Faust
    Clear enough, and what was he going to do about it? Knowing this, he had no right to go on with the patrol; objectively he was playing with the lives of the nine men left, and he didn't deserve the vintage gucci responsibilityIf there was anything worth while left in him, he would turn back in the morning
    There was the inner smirkHe ought to, but he wouldn'tThe shock, the self-disgust that followed this was surprising, almost pleasing in its intensityHe was almost horrified with this sick anguished knowledge of himself
    He had to turn back now
    Once more he got chanel bag price out of his blanket, and strode through the hollow to where Croft was sleepingHe knelt, about to shake him, when Croft turned toward him"What you want, Lootenant?"
    "You awake?"
    "Yeah
    "I've decided to go back in the morning Once he told Croft, he could not renege on himself
    The moonlight outlined the side of Croft's face, which was rolex daytona cosmograph motionlessPerhaps his jaw muscle quiveredFor several seconds he was quiet, and then he repeated, "Go back in the morning?" His legs were out of the blanket now
    "Don't you think we ought to look around a bit more?" Croft was stalling for timeHe had been drowsing when Hearn came up, and the decision hurt him powerfully
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    11:15 am
    @@@@@Colum got things done, too, just like Rhett,
    @@@@@Colum got things done, too, just like Rhett, and laughed about
    the doing, just like RhettScarlett laughed to herself at the memory
    of Colum talking about Polly's father"Aye, he's a grand, bold man,
    the mighty builder MacMahonArms like sledgehammers he has, fairly
    popping the seams of his costly coat, doubtless chosen by Mrs
    MacMahon
    to match her parlor suite, else why would it be such a plushy object?
    A Godly man, too, with proper reverence for the shine it gives his soul
    to build God's own house here in Savannah, AmericaI blessed him
    for
    it, in my own humble way'It's my belief you're
    such a religious that you're not taking a penny more than forty percent
    profit from the parish Then didn't his eyes flash and his muscles
    swell like a bull's and his plushy sleeves make pretty little popping
    sounds along their silk-sewn seams? 'Sure it is, Master Builder,' says
    I, 'that any other man would have made it fifty, seeing that the
    Bishop's not an Irishman?"
    "And then the good man showed hismerit'Gross!" he roared, till I
    feared the windows would fly out into the street'What manner of
    name
    is that for a Catholic?" Then he told me stories about the iniquities
    of the Bishop that my collar forbids me to creditI shared his
    sorrows and a glass or two with him, then I told him about the
    suffering of my poor little cousinRighteous wrath he showed, the
    good manIt was all I could do to stop him tearing down the steeple
    with his own strong handsIt's my belief he won't call all the men out
    on strike, but I cannot be altogether certainHe will, he tells me,
    express to the Bishop his concern for Scarlett's easiness of mind in
    terms the nervous little man cannot fail to understand, and as often as
    may be necessary to convince him of the gravity of the problem
    Maureen said, "And why are you smiling at the cabbages, I'd like to
    know?" Scarlett turned the smile onto her friend"Because I'm happy
    that it's spring and we're going to have a picnic," she saidAnd
    because she was going to have Tara, she was sureScarlett had never
    seen Forsyth ParkHodgson Hall was just across the street from it,
    but it had been dark when she went to the dedication ceremonyIt
    caught her unaware, and it took her breath awayA pair of stone
    sphimes flanked the entranceThe children looked longingly at the
    beasts they were forbidden to climb, then ran at full speed along the
    central pathThey had to run around ScarlettShe was stopped in
    the
    middle of the path, staring ah
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    11:23 am
    @@@@@ Jared's smile is back, brighter than
    @@@@@
    Jared's smile is back, brighter than before“Will it help if I give you a ride?”
    “A ride?” I echo
    “I'll make you a dealYou wait here while I gather more food, and I'll take you anywhere you
    want to go in my jeepIt's faster than running–even faster thanyou running
    “You have a car?”
    “Of courseDo you think I walked out here?”
    I think of the six hours it took me to walk here, and my forehead furrows
    “We'll be back to your brother in no time,” he promises“Don't move from this spot, okay?”
    I nod
    “And eat something, pleaseI don't want your stomach to give us away He grins, and his eyes
    crinkle up, fanning lines out of the cornersMy heart gives one hard thump, and I know I will
    wait here if it takes him all night
    He is still holding my handHe lets go slowly, his eyes not leaving mineHe takes a step
    backward, then pauses
    “Please don't kick me,” he pleads, leaning forward and grabbing my chinHe kisses me again,
    and this time I feel itHis lips are softer than his hands, and hot, even in the warm desert night
    A flock of butterflies riots in my stomach and steals my breathMy hands reach for him
    instinctivelyI touch the warm skin of his cheek, the rough hair on his neckMy fingers skim
    over a line of puckered skin, a raised ridge right beneath the hairline
    I woke up covered in sweatEven before I was all the way awake, my fingers were on the back
    of my neck, tracing the short line left from the inser
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    11:23 am
    @@@@@ Jack put down his tea-glass"What
    @@@@@
    Jack put down his tea-glass"What unfinished
    business?"
    813
    I shook my headHer pictures may
    tell me
    "Just as long as you don't get in over your head
    and discover you can't get back to shore," Wireman
    said"That's what happened to those two little
    girls
    "I know it," I said
    Jack pointed his finger at me"Take care of
    yourself
    I nodded and pointed back
    15 - Intruder
    i
    Twenty minutes later I sat in Little Pink with my
    sketch-pad on my lap and the red picnic basket
    beside meDirectly ahead, filling the westernfacing
    window with light, was the GulfFar below
    me was the murmur of the shellsI had set my
    easel aside and covered my paint-splattered worktable
    with a piece of towelingI laid the remains
    of her freshly sharpened colored pencils on top of
    itThere wasn't much left of those pencils, which
    814
    were fat and somehow antique, but I thought
    there'd be enough
    "Bullshit I am," I saidI was never going to be
    ready for this, and part of me was hoping nothing
    would happenI thought something would, thoughI
    thought that was why Elizabeth had wanted me to
    find her drawingsBut how much of what was inside
    the red basket did she actually remember? My guess
    was that Elizabeth had forgotten most of what had
    happened to her when she was a child even before
    the Alzheimer's came along to complicate things
    Because forgetting isn't always involuntary
    Sometimes it's willed
    Who would want to remember something so awful that
    it had made your father scream until he bled?
    Better to stop drawing completelyTo just go cold
    turkeyBetter to tell people you can hardly even
    draw stick figures, that when it comes to art
    you're like wealthy alums who support their
    college sports teams: if you can't be an athlete,
    be an athletic supporte
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    11:15 am
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    11:15 am
    @@@@@ And Wilson was the heart nowGoldstein did
    @@@@@
    And Wilson was the heart nowGoldstein did not say this to himself, he did not even think it, but the idea worked through him beneath the level of speechHe had suffered too much in these past two days; he had traversed all the first nauseas of fatigue, the stupors that followed, the exaltation close to feverThere were as many levels to pain as to pleasureOnce his will had forbidden him to collapse, Goldstein burrowed deeper and deeper through exhaustion and agony, never quite plumbing the pit of itBut he was in a stage now where all the banal proportions were goneHis eyes functioned enough for him to notice automatically where he walked; he heard and smelled isolated little events; he even felt some pain from his racked body; but all this was separate from him, like an object he might hold in his handHis mind was both blunted and exposed, naked and stupefied"The heart of all nations But for a few hours, after two days and fifteen miles of staggering forward under a tropic sun, after an eternity of wrestling Wilson's body through an empty and alien land, this could be true for himHis senses dammed, his consciousness reeling, Goldstein fumbled through a hall of symbolsWilson was the object he could not releaseGoldstein was bound to him by a fear he did not understandIf he let him go, if he did not bring him back, then something was wrong, he would understand something terriblebut he lost the sequence in the muck of his laborsThey were carrying him on and on, and he would not dieHis stomach had been ripped apart, he had bled and shit, wallowed through the leaden swells of fever, endured all the tortures of the rough litter, the uneven ground, and still Wilson had not diedThey still carried himThere was a meaning here and Goldstein lumbered after it, his mind pumping like the absurd legs of a man chasing a train he has missed
    "Ah like to work, Ah ain't a goddam fug-off," Wilson mumbled"If you're job, do goddam thing right, that's what Ah say His breath was gurgling again out of his mouthBrown and Stanley, shit!" He giggled feebly"Little ol' bugger May when she's a kid, always crappin' her pants He rambled through a cloudy memory of his daughter when she was an inf
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    11:22 am
    @@@@@ “Thank you also–for beforeYou didn't have
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    “Thank you also–for beforeYou didn't have to defend me
    “Every word was the truth
    I looked at the floor“It's true that I would never do anything to hurt anyone hereI'm sorry that I hurt you when I came here
    He sat down right beside me, his face thoughtful“Honestly…” He hesitated“The kid is better
    since you cameI'd sort of forgotten what his laugh sounded like
    We both listened to it now, echoing above the lower pitch of adult laughter
    “Thank you for telling me thatIt's been my… biggest worryI hoped I hadn't damaged
    anything permanently
    “Why?”
    I looked up at him, confused
    “Why do you love him?” he asked, his voice still curious but not intenseI'm… I've…” He couldn't find the words to explain“You can tell me,” he
    repeated
    I looked at my feet as I answered“In part because Melanie does I didn't peek to see if the
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    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    11:18 am
    @@@@@Everything that had happened to him seemed
    @@@@@Everything that had happened to him seemed unreal againHe looked at the soldier from whom he had fled, and already his face seemed anonymous and smallA part of him wondered why he had not been able to meet his eyesJesus, I feel pooped, he thoughtHis legs quivered a little as he picked up his tommy gunHe felt too tired to say anything more"Okay, see you up on the hill," he muttered
    For some obscure reason, he knew he should not leave, and as he walked away down the trail he felt again the curious shame and guilt the Japanese soldier had caused himThat Croft's a bastard, he told himselfRed felt leaden, in fever

    When he had gone, Croft sat down on the ground and lit a cigaretteHe smoked intently without saying anythingGallagher sat beside him, looking at the prisoner"Let's get rid of him and get back," he blurted suddenly
    "Hold your water," Croft told him softly
    "What's the use of torturin' the poor bastard?" Gallagher asked
    "He ain't complainin'," Croft said
    But then, as if he had understood them, the prisoner crumpled suddenly to his knees and began to sob in a high-pitched voiceEvery few seconds he would turn to them, and extend his hands with pleading motions, and then he would beat his arms on the ground as if he despaired of making them understandOut of the spate of words, Gallagher could distinguish something that sounded like "kood-sigh, kood-sigh
    Gallagher was a little hysterical from the abruptness with which the combat had begun and endedHis momentary compassion for the prisoner lapsed and was replaced by an intense irritation"Let's cut out that 'kood-sigh' shit," he roared at the Jap
    The soldier was silent for a moment, and then began to plead againHis voice had a desperate urgency which rasped Gallagher's sens
    Friday, December 17th, 2010
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    the maid announced dinnerThe chicken breast was stuck in
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    customers wanted their money, and their money was gone-invested by
    the
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    industrial areas were closing at the rate of almost one every day,
    leaving thousands of workers without work and without moneyHenry
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    againBut she had to restrain her impulse to go to the bank and bring
    home her lock box of goldIf Rhett hadn't bought bank shares, she
    would have done itShe thought about chanel white j12 watch the errand she'd planned for
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    her
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    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    186
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    recruits under his command eight weeks beforeThere was not much Mo could do; the man was
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    He indicated the last four paintings - the ones
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    "This last group of paintings," he said"Has
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    298
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    "The guy who works for you?"
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    little yipping laugh againHe walked in a circle
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    Monday, December 6th, 2010
    11:37 am
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    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
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    The heavy drinking started then, and now it's cost him another job
    On top of that, some fool-or villain-let it slip that Rhett had arranged
    the job for him in the first placeHe went right home and got so
    drunk he could hardly walk"I love Rhett best, may God
    forgive me, I always haveHe was my first-born, and I laid my heart
    in his tiny hands the moment he was put in my armsI love Ross and
    Rosemary, but not the way I love Rhett, and I'm afraid they know it
    Rosemary thinks it's because he was gone for so long, then came back
    like a genie from a bottle and bought me everything in this house,
    bought her the pretty frocks she'd been longing for
    She doesn't remember what it was like before he went awayShe was
    only a baby, she doesn't know that he always came first with me
    Ross knows, he knew all the time, but he was first with his father, so
    he didn't care overmuchSteven cast Rhett out, made Ross his heir
    He
    loved Ross, he was proud of himBut now Steven is dead, seven
    years
    this monthAnd Rhett is home again, and the joy of it fills my life,
    and Ross cannot fail to see itButler's voice was hoarse,
    ragged from the effort of speaking the heavy secrets of her heartIt
    broke, and she wept bitterly"My poor boy, my poor, hurting Ross I
    should say something, Scarlett thought, to make her feel betterShe was hurting too much herself"Miss Eleanor, don't
    cry," she said ineffectivelyPlease, I need to ask
    you somethingButler breathed deeply; she wiped her eyes and
    composed her face"What is it, my dear?"
    "I have to know," Scarlett said urgently"You've got to tell me
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